Chuck it. Chuck you, you and you. Chuck.

I wanna take child psychology next time. (:

Sorry baby, I love you.

Where is everyone. I'm feeling lonely.




Today is just another awesome day. Not.
I'm sorry for sounding so grumpy and everything.
But yes, I shall start my whining now.

Number One.
Today's match was okay, we lost.
Wanna bet, those sore losers would be looking down again.
Yes, move along~ The defender that was defending me is a total bimbo. -.-
She keep shouting ouch, ouch, ouch, ouch non stop.
Chuck her! She even got the guts to shout that when she was the one who hit my boobs.
As you know, I lost my temper today. I shouted back at the player.
I pushed her and her team saw it. Who eff-ing hell cares?!

Number Two.
Went back to school today. Found fatihah with the juniors.
And they disappointed me so much.
Instead of running two rounds outside the school, they run one.
It's fucking hell disaappointing to find that out.
I mean, you guys have been pampered by us. -.-
We don't scold you, and you guys still lose the first-aid kit?!
Hello! The first-aid is freaking huge and your still lost it. Baik luh. -.-
Seriously, I got nothing else to say.
That's why people normally say. Leopard would never change its spots.

Number Three.
Back to studying. Again. Chuck. Damn. _______.
I don't want northzone to end this quickly.
I want to play on court, say AIwhoosh and everything.
I'm going to miss every single moment of this.
It's not the end yet. (:

The ugly truth behind your eyes.

Anyway, this post is specially for hong.
Haha! She says that she reads my blog 24/7. Wah~
Then she persuaded me to blog more.

Why only two posts! D: -Hong.

So funny isn't she? Hehehe, obviously, she's my hongggg! :D

Tomorrow is my last netball match.
Tomorrow is my last time I'm playing for northzone.
It's my last time getting out of class.
My last time playing with Ffwesh.
My last time saying AIwhoosh with my teammates.
My last time hugging people and encouraging people to do better.
My last time hurting myself for no good reasons.
My last time playing for AInetball.
My last time that it's making me love netball.

I'm upset. I'm lost. I don't want it to end.
It's my last match tomorrow, I'm going to rock balls. \m/

My studies are like crap now.
Failing about 3/4 of my tests. Nice.
I despise myself for this two stupid months.
They are the worst two months I had.
It's always the stress, no time for studies,
no time for friends, no time for him.
It's always that way, I wished that time would fly,
and weeeee~, let's partay! (:

For now, I can only hope that, luck would turn and come in my way.
For now, I could only hope that nothing change.
But. Chuck it. Fuck. Hell. Great.

To all my friends out there, especially to those I care.
Stay strong!

I never knew that the word love, means so much. (:



Today was just plain stupid! Haha.
However I enjoyed today so much.

As you all would know, there was stealing cases occurring in my class just now.
And around $200 plus and a psp was gone.
This pulled everyone's mood down. ( Baby are you down~ haha! )
Yeah, in the end, we found it.
So happyhappyhappy us~ (:

I did the most stupid thing on earth at R.P just now.
When I refill the water just now.
I wanted it to be cold, so I tested the water.
I didn't see the hot water sign.
So I used my hands to test the water.
BOOM! My hand is burnt now. -.-
I think the neurons in my body are working super slow today. (Y)

Sorry. I suck.

I wished I would stop trusting so easily.
I don't want this to be the way it is.
I hate it that I couldn't control it.
I hate that things become this way.

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Stop. Please.

It's a orange, red, yellow, green, blue, indigo, violet day. (:

Orange cause it brightens my day up.
Red cause I experienced anger today.
Yellow cause I bought something new for myself today.
Green cause I didn't feel sick in the bus ride.
Blue cause I feel disappointed in myself.
Indigo cause I feel different.
Violet cause I feel like a little girl again.

I so feel like whining again. Haha!


Help.



Have to remember that chemistry stuffs.

Exothermic reactions are reactions in which heat energy is released.
Endothermic reactions are reactions in which heat energy is absorbed.

Exothermic reactions are negative, while endothermic reactions are positive.

The particles would gain heat energy, move faster,
allowing an increase in chances of successful collisions.

Activation energy is the minimum amount of energy the reactants must require
in order to have success collisions to produce products.

Bond energy is heat energy absorbed to break one mole of covalent bond
OR
Bond energy is heat energy released to make one mole of covalent bond.

Catalyst is required to increase the rate of reactions by
breaking the chemical bonds between reactant molecules.

The lower the activation energy, the higher the rate of reactions.

Sorry for this post. I need to remember all this stuffs. ^^

Hello people!
I'm here cause Fay misses me so much that she wanted me to blog about her.
So yes, I'm giving her the honours okay! Haha!
Fay, if you see this. HAHA.

Anyway, I wanna watch Dear John man.
I'm so into Nicholas Sparks this days.
His book contains so much love, care, fear and everything
a normal human being should be feeling.

I read his book, the last song this few days.
The book made me cry, during CNY!
Can you even believe it?!
Anyway, I'm so going to watch Dear John.
Don't try to stop me man~ :D



This is the trailer for Dear John. (:

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Anyway, the reason why I am here is cause, I'm troubled.
I feel troubled and exhausted at the same time.
The o'levels are coming and time is seriously against me.
I don't know why, I end up venting anger on people I care for.
Especially him, regardless of how great he treated me.
I know I suck at being his girl, even though I say that a lot of times.
He didn't wanna listen it in! I feel gulity and somehow, not guilty?
Yeah great, I'm like the greatest asshole on earth right now.
I don't even know how to console him when he's feeling down.
I wished I could be with him, but I know it's so much impossible.

The reason why I wanted him to stay was caused,
I'm having cny here and I'm able to talk to you, like finally.
But you have to be somewhere else. And I thought you didn't want me.
So yes, I'm getting paranoid. Stupid me. -.-
Sighs, someone please slap me hard.



The trailer of The last song. (: - Made me cry know. :(

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Anyway, I wanna see a whale and dolphin within my lifetime.
Random I know, sorry about that. Hehehe!
I wanna do scuba diving and cliff diving.
I wanna watch snow falling and making snow man.
I wanna see Kris Allen in person. (Y)

Note to self: Be humble hwee.
P.S. Note to self: Or not later someone says you're more pampered than he is.

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Alright, the last thing I wanna blog about is.
I hope I get a new music player.
More convenience to everyone.
So yeah, purlease. (*)



I love you, please know that.




Happy birthday Rinaaaaa. :D

Thanks for being there for me always.
And yes, I know that I'm such a irritating brat.
But you still cared for me so much.
So yes, thanks so much alright.
And must enjoy today okay. (:

Wahlau, you're 16! So old, hehehe! :D



Hello people, I'm back from so long.
Pardon me from that okay, been so busy with everything.

Anyway, all I wanted to blog about was,
the fact that some people just deserved being screwed.
Get what I mean? Oh yes, let me elaborate.

After knowing that we won the game yesterday,
I get most of you must be fucking shocked right?
HAHA. Let me tell you guys something.
To those backstab, wished us good luck and then,
turn their backs and fucking hell asked the class if we could win.

Seriously, get a life.

You are the role model to everyone.
I guess you just suck cock, don't you?
Why, jealous of the fact that,
we could fit in the size, while your bloody
fat ass couldn't? HAHA. Fuck you.

As to those, who felt that we would lose,
and who dared to even wished and turn their backs.
I just got one thing to say.

I hope you guys will get back what you fucking hell deserved.

To those who apologised, I appeciated the effort.
I guess that you make me feel better.
Than those bloody leeches who think they are oh-so-good.

So yes, I end off here.
All the netballers would know what I'm talking about.
So yes, no believers, shut your gap,
and keep it close. Get lost.

You want war, I will give you one.